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hey again. i can't sleep, and if things were different i'd be writing you a real email to see how things are. how are things? good i hope. it was nice to get a facebook message from you the other day, even if it was only one line. i miss you too. we all do really. they ask about you every day. and every day i tell them the same thing. "oh, i haven't heard from her in a while, but i'm sure she's doing great." i'm sure you're doing great. i want to ask what it is about life at home that makes it so hard to talk to us, but they won't tell me your story, and i can't ask you. it's okay. i understand. i just miss you, that's all. i hope you know that nothing has changed since this summer. the offer still stands. if you need me, i'm here. if you wanted to send me an email we wouldn't even have to talk about real things. anyways, i trust they hear from you a lot, so things must be alright. i hope you're doing well. i miss you. all my love, me |
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Complete list of songs used in Clone High?
Hello, Wesleeeeey! Does anyone have (or know where to find) a complete listing of the songs used in Clone High? The clonehighusa.com listings only seem to go through episode 9. Is there a listing for episodes 10-13 somewhere? For that matter, was there ever a Clone High compilation soundtrack released? I would love to get my hands on a complete soundtrack of all the songs used in the show (including the theme song and original songs if possible). |
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School. Yeah. Stuff. School has started. It's been longer than that since I wrote a real entry though. Summer ended, and there was work week, and then there was Rush, which was the most exhausting thing I have ever experienced. Remember last year I was all confused that they were surprised that we were already awake at 1:00 in the afternoon? Well, that's because waffles is the day after ooblek, in which the entire diningroom gets filled with hundreds of pounds of cornstarch and water, which subsequently has to be cleaned out. Rush went great though, a lot of people came and had fun. And we got ten peldges! There are at least thirteen people leaving next year, so it's good that we have new people, and they all seem really cool too. I will have to add them to my people-page. As I mentioned, I moved to East Campus. I really like it here so far. I'm actually making an effort to socialize with people. My room is right next to the lounge where a lot of the freshmen hang out, usually psetting. People here leave their doors open. There are two cats, owned by individuals but just wander around, they're surprisingly unintrusive. And people make food, or bring food, for the hall. I know there was something much I was going to say about, but I can't remember at all what. Anyway, classes. Here's what I'm taking this term: I feel like I'm wasting a lot of time, time that I spend just sitting there not doing anything. It seems like other people do this too though, so maybe they're just more efficient with the rest of their time. I'm trying to figure out how to use Emacs, it's very not easy relative to other things. Well, I still don't remember what I was going to say. Today my appreciation is for ... people taking time to teach other people things just for fun. |
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![]() If you're going to Fest, it looks like Avi the Friendly Merch Guy will be joining my good friend Bryan Ohio for the weekend Bryan booked, or helped book, or however the hell that works. I don't know. What I know is they will be there and they will have copies of my new book at their merch table, you are more than welcome to stop by and pick some up. I think they're gonna have some other NN2S merch there as well, couple shirts, probably some buttons and stickers and the like. Plus, probably more importantly, they're gonna be hosting some really cool bands. I don't know which venue or anything yet, so stay tuned, I'll keep you posted. In the mean time, there's still several other, faster ways to buy my book right now! |
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I'm reading this Latin poet - Horace - and I think the only way to translate his poetry into english is e.e.cummings-style. I'm thinking of giving it a try.
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staring at the sun, standing in the sea
my hands are all sweaty, ugh, because it is SUPER HUMID here. Walla Walla, you are a desert. ACT LIKE IT. THANKS. Wednesdays are weird weird days because I have class at 9 and then a huge long break until class at 2:30. I don't know about you, but I can't get anything done if I know I have stuff to do right away. Generally I've been totally scholastically unproductive. But I did a whole lot of knitting (until it got too humid and sweaty to do so) and spun some yarn (!!!) and watched an episode of Heroes (but I didn't realize that the one I was downloading was only HALF of the season premiere, ugh, and now the internet is slow because our bandwidth is liimited). I was talking about art with my RA Rachel and man, I keep thinking that I would be happy forever if I could just do yarn things for a living, but I think that maybe my relationship with knitting and yarn and everything would be complicated then. Part of why I love it is that it's a just-for-me thing, I guess? But still. I wish that could happen. Also I started a last.fm (my username, big surprise, is daxius) and I keep having to consciously remind myself that it's okay to like what I like. And that I shouldn't be ashamed for listening to bandom bands. But I kind of am. Mostly just of Panic and FOB. I just don't want people to JUDGE ME but they willlllllllll DDDDDDD:
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Merch
does anyone know what merch the matches are all selling on this tour? cause the online store doesnt have the sweatshirt i want. :S |
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Last minute additions
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Samurai Pizza Cats Cosplay
Because the convention was last weekend, and I did promise pictures, it's time to post a bit of a compilation. I don't have seperate, decent pictures of everyone in our group, because we mostly went our own way during the con except for the hours we spent on the Cosplay Act Competition. However, I have plenty of group shots that were taken during the photoshoot and a few seperate snapshots of the three cats which were taken in the hallways. Our group consisted of the three cats, Francine, Big Cheese, Emperor Fred, Lucille, the narrator and two stage ninjas we needed for the act itself. I myself was Francine. And yes, I know it's epic fail that I was the only one without a colored face. I was volunteering at the convention, so I simply didn't have time to put on the make-up. ^^' And because our act won a prize for "Best Script", I thought it'd be nice to post said script here too. In time, the video of our act will be released to the public and I'll be sure to post a link here on the comm. In the meanwhile, you'll have to do with just this. |
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SPC: COLD Pages 101 - 103
Now that that 100 page celebration is out of the way, let's start towards another 100 pages, eh? |
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Newbie icons
30 new SPC icons! Lots of Polly icons in particular, and lots of general 'glowing' ... Preview:
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I may or may not have mentioned this a while ago: So Virgil from Vinyl Collective contacted me a while ago and told me about a series of records he's putting out. The series is called "Under the Influence", and will comprise of over a dozen split 7"s, each featuring a different band doing a cover of a band or song they consider influential to their sound. My beautiful fiancee Amanda and I, in turn, are making the covers for each of these, designed as parodies of the original album art. I can never think of how to explain that so it makes sense. So I draw them, Amanda watercolors them, Virgil puts them out, and everyone dances naked in a circle like in the Wicker Man (the original, not that weird Nic Cage abomination from a couple years ago), and good times are had. The bands involved and the songs they're covering are all being kept top secret, for the most part, so I can't tell you about any of them until Vinyl Collective announces them officially. So I can only show you two of the several we have so far, but here you go! Kick it: ![]() ![]() Good times, great oldies. There are some really, REALLY solid records coming up in this series (one in particular I absolutely cannot wait to hear, you'll know it when it comes), plus some art that I am quite proud of. Plus, it's super fun getting to collaborate with Amanda on something finally. My two favorite things in the whole world, drawing and Amanda, all rolled into one! It's a winter wonderland. Stay tuned! |
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i refuse to be upset today. there are birfdays to consider.
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L'Shana Tova
In my annual rosh hashanna introspection I was looking over my past journal entries and just came to realize how emo or over dramatically depressed I was. I mean I am sure that in those moments I actually felt that sad, but I can only imagine what a pain I was to be around. While there is no point regretting the past, knowing what I know now there are so many things that could have gone differently or things I wish I had or had not done. Even as my 'friends', I was really bitter and pessimistic then and dealing with conditions that I did not understand at that point, but I am still sorry for putting you through that. To be honest though I am pretty happy right now, not just content but happy. I understand myself, and more importantly I understand my syndromes, something that would have made the last 4 or even 18 years, a lot easier. I am in a place I could always only dream of being. I don't think that 4 years ago, or even 1 year ago if someone told me that I would end up at MIT that I would believe them. I still have trouble believing that I am actually here and happy. I am able to laugh and to smile and let myself be happy which is key. Even 8.022 is killing me, I am where I want to be. I am doing things that I never imagined myself doing(me, a sorority girl, it's weird right?) and I am happy doing them. Even if I feel vastly under-accomplished compared to my peers, and find it insane that I already need to be planning for next summer, I am still where I want to be and for now am able to be happy with my own accomplishments. Keep repeating the same things over and over again-- I am happy and I am where I want to be-- these are such foreign concepts to me and I know that not to long from now I will start feeling the pressure, and the insecurity and once again fall victim to the "impostor syndrome." I still struggle with forming and maintaining friendship, and maybe am not as sociable as I could be, I certainly know that I have not bonded with or gotten as close to people as I see others being, but I have formed really good connections with people and found people who I fit in with. I am making the effort and trying to teach myself the basics.
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why i love college
my reading for my upper division english class today was this: | ______________________top margin_________________________ also, i dissected a lamprey eel today. it was awesome.
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first community member to support Tricky?
DeathBoy will be supporting TRICKY this Friday at Bexhill-on-Sea - as part of 3 UK dates promoting his new album Knowle West Boy
De La Warr Pavilion DeathBoy will be on around 8:15pm Please, if you live near and can make it, I can't stress enough: come and give us some support! Spread the word! (linking to this post would be ace!)
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Fired!, Part III
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Alright! That time again: ![]() NOTHING NICE TO SAY At some point it dawned on me that doing what is the equivalent of four regular sized NN2S strips all at once with this new format, PLUS the fact that the storyline demands art more dynamic than two characters standing against a plain white backdrop, this is the most work I've ever had to put into any sort of comic ever, and adding several extra hours of work to color everything is just nonsense. So, I apologize any of you are disappointed, but honestly, I'm finishing this up right now and it's 4AM, if I'd have colored this I wouldn't be done until probably seven or eight. So yeah, no thanks. The arc is moving along. I might do more than one update this week since I'm not bothering with color anymore, and since the next two pages are more story than comedy, so it might be best to crank those out quickly lest anyone get bored. Or offended. Or itchy. BOOK NEWS!In case you missed it over the weekend, MY BOOK IS OUT NOW! I've been hearing from a lot of people that stores aren't ordering enough copies. By which I mean the few stores that bothered to order any only ordered one, and so it'll be bought by the time you might show up to buy it (unless you live in Australia and your bookstore ordered a hundred thousand and they still all sold out -- seriously, when the fuck did I get crazy famous in Australia? How did that happen?). SO. What you need to do, if you want to get your hands on this book before everyone else does, call your local bookstore of choice on the phone and ask if they have a copy, and, if they don't, ask them to order you one. Every bookstore does this, and they'll call you when it comes in. You'd be wise to take this route before they all sell and there's none left for everyone (or, more likely, before none of them sell because bookstores aren't ordering them without provocation, and so no one buys them since they're not stocked anywhere, and then Dark Horse feels they've wasted their time and money on a failure of a book and I'm cast aside like yesterday's leftovers and OH GOD I CAN'T TAKE THE PRESSURE. *ahem* So yeah, please do that, please pick up a copy of the book. ALSO, for those of you who preordered the book from my store, some stupid shipping problem happened and we got our books later than other stores. BUT. They are being sent out, and they all have the buttons, no worries. Thanks for being patient. |
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What?
Hey. So, I was reading this article, which was actually written by Rebecca Saxe, and it's talking about morality, how it might be a universal thing, the difference between something being against made rules and something being against without-made rules. It said that normal people can tell the difference, and psychopathic people can't. The weird thing is, I'm fairly sure that I used to be able to tell the difference. I can't anymore, not reliably. You can't reason properhumanly without emotion, I think that's the problem, I can't really incorporate them together. When you're little you don't have to think about these things, you just know the answer. Isn't that odd? These things you used to know, and now you've had experience with life and learning, and now you have no idea what the answer is, and you're not any more right than back then. That wasn't what I was going to talk about though. Last night I was really tired, and I was lying in bed to sleep, but I just kept thinking of all the things that I didn't want to forget to say. I should've written them down. There was a feeling that's like nostalgia, except not the nice happy kind, more like the I'm getting older so fast and I've already missed so many opportunities kind. Last night was the annual alumni dinner at tEp, and there were all these people there who used to be undergrads and are now real grownups out in the world. Then I walked back to East Campus with Mark, and we stopped at Tetazoo where he used to live as a freshman, and he was showing me all stuff there, it was really cute. Later that made me be thinking about how I didn't have that experience as a freshman, I didn't get to know anyone I lived with because I didn't like them, I didn't have any friends who were my year or really any friends at all. I don't make an effort to go find cool people, so there were a lot of things that I just sort of missed out on. And I don't do anything, I just think about stuff but don't come up with any ways to test or implement ideas because they're not concrete enough. Other people all seem to be doing cool things. I need to come up with some project that I want to do, I want to do something. Anyway ... not really in the mood to write at the moment, but I really will write at least a bit more about the past ~month sometime. Oh, and a few weeks ago I finally put up the list of people, which I'd been trying to do for like a year. I will hopefully try to update it. And there are pictures from the past few months, mostly from around rush. Today my appreciation is for ... vowels. Just something I thought of randomly earlier today. |
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